Sunday, February 26, 2006
what exactly does a cute smile means?
oh well.
its a compliment anyhow.
met michael at the airport just now.
and he said he misses the times we'd spent in the past.
i'm not only touched by this.
but because he said he wants to be my guardian angel, though i dont exactly understand what it means.
still, i'm glad he's my friend (:
linus's coming back from thailand on friday!
it's been a month since he's been away.
a month's time isnt long.
but long enough for awful things to take place.
so anyway, hopefully we'd be able to meet up soon.
feel kind of guilty for not being able to make it many times in the past before he left for thailand.
provided i survive the aftermath of the releasing of results.
yesterday was crazy!
the 4 of us actually went for kelly's autograph session!
ok actually it was only angela and i.
pl and yf entertained themselves while we were like crazy fans queuing for her autograph.
i'm not like those youngsters who would actually start to queue hours before such sessions.
and i'm not crazy over any celebrities/singers.
except for RAIN of course.
i would probably go weak in my knees if he's just 100m away from me.
wouldnt wash my hand for 1 month should we have a handshake, maybe longer.
hahaha.
no kidding!
so yap, we actually felt embarrassed.
dont ask me why.
being with them makes me feel as though i'm trouble-free.
not because they've more problems than me but rather, i do not think of those when i'm with them.
we embarrass ourselves many times by doing unglam things and laughing ourselves silly.
angela was at it again.
we actually ran after a bus ungraciously by cutting through those bushes at orchard.
something which i wouldnt do when i'm alone!
and laughing so loudly in the bus that the person in front of us kept turning back and giving us a hard stare.
hahaha.
hopefully we'd get our taiwan trip confirmed soon.
ah.
hope all of us do ok(if not, well) for the a levels.
/prays real hard
if we didnt do anything on impulse, maybe we'd be happier now.
i know i would.
because i kind of miss the times when we used to talk about everything under the sun.
it was genuine.
or so i thought.
but now, it has all ended.
i really hate liars.
and i didnt expect you to be one.
you said you knew what it feels like being a substitute and that its awful.
then why did you do it?
i'm speechless. really.
what was i to you?
nevermind, it doesnt matter anymore now.
you do appreciate love above any other things.
but you did not appreciate me.alright
time to quit bitchin' and get on with life.
take me with you
4:48 PM
